live in future,
the day we shared together,
the art we designed together,
the people we discussed about together,
the idiotic people we gossiped together,
the sweetest smile that we both gave together,
the happiest time we chatted til late night together,
the stupiest jokes we had joke together,
the both sweet drinks we both love together,
the same thinking that we did together,
the miracle that we both got shocked together,
everything was together; but now?
Make you happy is hard, & loving you is harder.
But to let you smile is easier :D
when is the time to say goodbye,
i dont know how to open my mouth.
Its like there's 100golds in my mouth
i dont know what to choose ?
but only want you to have happiness.
If i wna let you have happiness, i must let go of you.
Letting you off might be my greatest regret,
because i dint hold you tight .
I gave up because i really love you alot alot;
that i dont even know what to do now..
i dont know how to describe my feelings now
or even if the words know.
Sometimes, i really do thought of dying in an accident.
maybe.. banging into a car might helps ?
Siggghhh! D: love kills
Siaaaannn!
i dont know why.