Tuesday, April 29, 2008

"you sang a sad song,
you turned around,
you told me not to laugh,
and then you said you had a bad day."

the passion has already gone long ago.
Im confused.
Im vexed.
What to do?
anybody could tell me.. what to do?!?!?!!?
sad.angry.tiring.confused.
Argggggghhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
Happiness = give up on you. & be bestfriend tgt.
then it will be the happiness you ever had?
If all this worthwhile, im willing to give up.
Since forcing is useless, i rather give up on you.
really.really.. because im sick&tired to play this anymore
I cant afford to play wf you anymore.
I'll have to just supporting you behind your back,
crying like nobody business in th corner,
laugh like a clown,
angry like a red hot sun.
Will it this just be simple life of mine?
im wrong all along.
i shadnt hold you too tight, that you're struggling now.
sorry boy. nah, its sorry iewztumilydna.
If you dont know, its your own full name.
I used to spell love as andylimtzuwei.
But now, i wna spell love as iewztumilydna,
because you made my life upside down.
I dont want to get complaint because of love.
i want to be loved, and to love.
It seems that heaven is fooling me all day-long.
That probably my blossom aint there yet,
i just want you to be happy.
thats all :]
you couldnt be my best man, my best boyfriend.
but please..
just be my bestfriend & i'll love you like how i love limegreen.
I wouldnt want to regret in my whole lifetime, okay!
Thank you so much,
thanks you made me know what's love,
thanks you for letting me meeting you as a friend,
thanks you for those caring, loves and misses,
thanks for everything, you're the best!
i might be crying in th corner now,
but at least you wouldnt see it.
if giving up could give you happiness, im willing.
Thank you.
i really love you alot,
but we doesnt seems to be paired up together.
thank you okay!
boyfriend bestfriend loves.
I love you, xoxo. <33