i shouldnt have started it off !
I'm being forced, to fake a smile/laugh
everyday of my life.
I couldn't help myself,or even you .
I doesnt know what to do,
nobody is there to give me their listening ears,
even you .
What am i supposed to do?
i felt so helpless! );
_l_
Times doesnt heals me, or should i say,
time hurts me more.
I should have just jumped off from th tallest building,
living in this fucking world, with all this fuckers,
its meaningless.
Or silence death is btr to you;
& th rest of my friends; & families around me.
I dont blame th heaven, blame it on me.
I owe everyone a living.
I just need some privacy, take my breath back again,
and give me time to think more.
I just wna be alone, i'm not emo/antisocial
th way you treated those girls, have you ever think for me?
I dont know if i should beat you up, or beat up those girls?
I'm gna explode,explode, explodeee!
I tired to control my emotions, i tried not to jealous, not to hate anyone,
but i just couldnt make it .
and i always thought, i could live w/o you.
but i'm wrong now!
everything seems so fake,
everything doesnt seems alright,
i just wna cry in th corner.
i'm a stupid fool .
nobody is here, calling for love.
nobody is here, concerning you.
nobody is here, to give you their listening ears.
there's n..nnnobody is this worrrld x{