what should a team be lk ?
I ask myself again,again & again.
and i thought through this qns in my brain, my mind.
Once,twice,thrice, and the fourth time.
and i still dont know what should a team be like :}
th way your all ask me not to be stress, have more confidence.
I dont know why . i dont know how to .
th time your all always ask me to shoot on the court.
do all those layups.
i really did ask myself properly .
Am i confident?
th shot that i shouldn't take, but your all requested me.
& if i did something wrong in th court,
your all complain, your all have your own say .
But do your all even think of my thoughts?
i thought through,
i have my own say,
and no matter what i did for your all,
no matter what i say for your all,
its actually doesnt matter :]
cause aint important . cause i'm just a subsitution player
So pleaseeee!
dont act lk you care, concern, or even you are kind.
Your all are not okay.
i'm not fucking happy, but damn disappointed !
I tried so hard not to care, dont give a bloody damn.
i tried so hard to train harder, and prove that i can do it .
but now, i couldn't
I'm not even willing to play for this team .
this stupid fucking ass team, that i dont know what more words to describe it.
And i know your all not happy wf my playing on th court.
But i tell your all, i dont care .
Cause next year is gna be my last year in this school .
and yeah, thanks seniors & juniors for giving such a stupid memories.
I'm happy to know your all, but i'm also upset to have this kind of team-mates.
Sorry fucking juniors & seniors !
:D