Tell me,
friendship is not bullshit.
What is friendship?
I was told that,
friendship is precious.
friendship is one & only.
friendship is something that you couldn't just let it go,
just like how you cherish your family.
friendship is important, same as lk your family.
But today..
i realised, friendship is just bullshit.
Everytime i just have to force a smile, a laugh, everyday of my life.
I used to think friendship is just another part of my life.
but now, friendship is just another part of my shit.
you're th one, who told me to have peace.
you're th one, who told me that you dont wish this friendship broke up just like this.
you're th one, who told me that friendship is important,precious,one&only.
you're the one, who told me that you maybe disappointed in your bestfriend too.
you're the one, who told me how to mend all this holes.
you're the one, who told me that she didnt changed at all.
you're the one, who told me every important thing.
you're the one, who told me that forgive&forget, let's be friend.
you're the one, who now, start to gossip abt my friend.
Say all bad things about my friend.
and do you know, th things you said, i wasnt believed my friend at first.
But now, i saw it in my own eyes.
I used to trust you more than her .
I used to be biased you more than her.
I used to be more friendly wf you more than her.
and now ..
I choose not to salvage this friendship.
I choose not to have this kind of friends.
I choose not to be biased anymore.
I choose not to be friendly wf anyone of you.
I choose not to trust anyone, even myself.
I chose, chose,chose.
I just felt lk, i'm really an idiot.
Lots lots lots of disappointment in you.
I'm a fool, a bitch, a slut, an idiot,
useless.
Hopelessly.
tell me how am i gna trust you again?
tell me ..
tell me lah, tell me how much important am i to you?
shit you!