im confused.
i dont know what to do.
are my friends all truthful to me?
are my friends all good to me?
everything is true, or is it fake?
Am i still in the dreamland,
or real life?
I really dont know.
everything is so fake,
your smile, your laughs, the way you treat me,
is like so-so fake.
everything about you is damn fake.
What's wrong ? What's wrong?
all these days, you tried to spite me out.
and i already had enough.
and then, you tried to prove me something.
that i dont know what you wna do also.
no matter how you do, you think she will happy?
you disappointed her once, or should i say its uncountable.
From sec1 til now, you kept on say you wna change.
YES! you did changed, but its all for the sake.
I know changing of attitude is hard is diffcult,
then why you wna promise us that you will ?
and promises are meant to be broken.
Dont give empty promises or empty statement,
if you can't prove us or something.
Just be yourself.
your sensitiveness, your stupid attitude,
you're just hateful.
And you not only disappoint your friend, but me too.
YES! you told me, we should not misunderstand each other.
not to quarrel. but is this all i want too?
you think im happy for all these shit.
Everytime i talk to your friend, and you wna know what is it.
not kpo . but its damn kpo .
And you always think im gossiping you,
but actually is another person.
you always misunderstand me, and now you ask me not to misunderstand each other.
And dont you admit, you and him is gan dar or gan baby?
my information is fast. my information is reliable.
he said it out from his mouth too.
whats more you trying to say ?
and you scared i'll sad, and i wont friend you.
Right ? Right ? Im right ?
YES! im jealous, im damn damn fucking jealous.
why he like you so so much ?
why he dont even like me ?
why he cant accept my love for him?
My love wasn't deep enough?
I couldn't touched him even if i jump down from the buildings?
i know its my appearance. and he got no feelings for me.
i know, i know its all because these.
so now im giving him up.
not only because of you, and his own "playboy"
And your attitude. we couldn't help you change.
maybe we should just break off, just like how ppl break off wf yuanting uh.
All because of your sensitiveness and attitude.
though im not sure about your motive, but all i know you just scared to be alone.
Cause you got one&only friend.
and you know she will not be wf you, but me.
even if she is wf you, its all being forced. and she aint happy.
And dont act innocent infront of me okay.
dont act good girl infront of me, and then behind me like ah-liannn.
If you wna bully your friend, do it infront of me.
Dont be like a coward, hide behind ppl doing all those throw face thing.
seriously,
i should start mia.
cause all these shit giving me trouble.
and i just want to concenrate on basketball.
i dont want to miss any chances now.
bye people. bye friends. bye passerby.
i'm off to somewhere far far away