:'(

Yea, I'm so fuck now.
People discussing what jersey numbers they want to take.
People complaining that they couldn't get the numbers they want.
People happily getting into main12.
People going to have match tmr alr.
yet, i'm only staying a corner,
spare my time, coming for trg,
and then tmr still going to watch people's match.
but not seating on the bench or playing on the court.
I dont even have a chance to say :
eh I want number 10 leh!
or like, putting on the school jersey.
and it always during nationals.
Why nationals? Why can't I play for west zone?
and some just dont deserve to get into main12.
But I can't. Cause I dont even have the rights to fight for my position now alr.
I want to get into main12, also dont have chance alr.
and I'm going to ITE, not poly, people.
at least poly do organise tournaments, but ite?
and be happy what you got now.
stop complaining that you didnt get that number.
and its so sensitive, kept telling me that you didnt get.
when i didnt got in, people do concern?
just one sentence and its enough ?
the pain you people didn't gone through before.
i'm too used to the worst upcome.
i'm too used to the pain.
i'm too used to everything that he said.
and now, i dont even know how to cry out loud.




all said by minxian.