好多好多的话想对你说.
Throw all my negatives away!
start wf a 'sigh' first,
late for morning run again.
I dont wish to, but the bus..
and coach gave me the look ):
k. ran 1biground alone.
Then pe lessons was quite fun + tired.
my pe attire is full of sweats, eeekk!
Mr.Aziz is giving us homework,
but endup still none.
and (you) came into the classroom before recess.
I didn't have the exciment of (you) coming to school, i think.
(you) gave me alot alot alot of false hopes,
which i dont want it anymore.
(you) making me confused, having mixed feelings.
Is it you want me to forget about (you), about the love.
I really dont know what to do, :/
(you) always seat wf (her), talk to (her),
(her) seems to have a nice day wf (you).
Okay, your all is friends. since (you) got another (her).
I really dislike (her), I dont know I'm jealoused or what.
but being my friend, not asking you to stay away from (you),
but stop spiking me, can?
I'm very very tired );
Training supposed to be @ NIE .
due to the weather, we got to self study longer,
Trained @ parade square for the changes.
got to improve on my defense.
and I know why I didnt get into main12.
I saw my weakness.
then i understood coach's feelings now.
i finally know what's in his mind.
Everything is for our own good?
I got a feeling that I'll regret, when I go ite.
every sub tcher is telling us the same thing.
study hard, get into good courses.
and $1000 for salary, to support a family is not enough.
And I decide to study hard, by my ownself.
Making sure that Im getting the scholarship for this last year.
talk no use,
action shows the biggest.
time will prove that im making improvements not.