Okay, I just got something crazy in my mind.
I just wanna get addicted to drugs for once. Get fuck for once.
Smoke for once. Club for once. Wear the sexiest clothing for once, even if I'm ultra fat.
Be as slim as 30kg for once. Be real happy about life for once.
Get crazy for once, the most craziest stuffs ever.
Get into the jail for once, be it being a murderer or some crime acts. And still can be bail out.
Get naked and start cat walk on the streets. Get drunk and kiss anyone that I know or don't know.
What else can I do? :)