No more.

Instead of showing body language or even non verbal communication.
I expect definite comments or at least let us know where should we improve on.
I don't believe you guys are only capable of only saying that you felt cheated.
It's a lousy comment. Its just like I'm saying I ate fishball, and it taste like fish meat. Like duh..
Yes, we're lousy. But it doesn't make you people great too. We did what you taught. That's it.
At least we did produced something within the due date. I don't see a need to react such way.
We both have to accept that this is the outcome. And I got to improve. No point showing attitude.
We can't do anything to your attitude, or probably, that's your habit. For the past few years.
And if we're not up to the standard, then bring down your standard.
Not everyone can get the standard, the expectation that you want. It's really stressing us up.
You guys were more experienced than us. You should know. You been a student before, too.
Why try to give the shit that you had before? It's hurtful. Childish. Like you're trying to revenge.
We felt bad too. All the mistakes. We didn't managed to get what it supposed to be like.
It's just so tough to let some humans to understand what you're trying to do. Really.
Read our mind, please. It's the darkest part that you need different view to actually find it.
Not everyone think alike. I don't judge, I meant I really look into it, not just the surface.
I might sound wrong in some words. But afterall, I still think it's not wrong to speak up.


This is me.

Blast my lungs caused me vomitting.

Hi humans. Just back home from Changi Beach. I'm tired but enjoy the breeze over there.
Had VP1 in the first part of the day. Laughing at a video. Haha.
Had more than 3hours break today. My god. Meet Pohpoh since she's starting lesson at 12pm.
Read DPH textbook. Go in and come out. Only remember 2 things clearly, CCD & CMOS.
Separated ways with Pohpoh. Up to auditorium for more revision, then had a short nap.
Class test was quite easy if you've studied for it, but I can say that I didn't did my best.
and i text buddy that I'm stuck in the beach. she thot it's raining over there. Hahaha!
Back home at 7pm. Train was totally empty until don't know which station and it's super cold.

I'm not being programmed.
So sometimes, when things struck onto me, i don't know how to react.

I'm greedy.

Had my breakfast @ redhil as I went prayers tday.
then was quite sleepy on the bus. haha.
okay. everything ended at 12pm, homed.
Check my mail when I've got back home.
replied everybody, off the com, watched tv!
Had my afternoon nap @ 4 or 5pm. Dinner was chicken rice.
and then, watching Die Hard 4.0 w papa :D
Cousin is on tv, the charity event, dancing.
grandfather was naggy, keep asking me to watch, lk wtf.
What's the big deal man? And he told me its the 21th programme.
Endup, I on the tv, she was on the tv alr. Ass -.-
and its like, she's not the main lead also.
Took me a long time to figure it where is she. HA!
okay. she's on tv, she's on tv, she's on tv!


What should I do to make you stay?

what i could do, is just to smile.
and then, forgive&forget.
Just take it that i'm in fault.

Sigh,
thanks happypills.
Probably, i just didn't spare a thought for them.
Perhaps, i'm in fault, i'm wrong, i'm bitch.
early th morning, and i just got no mood to smile.
heard things in classroom.
Got no mood at all ):
told shiyu abt thingy, felt disappointed on her
Not only her, but you.

I'm th one who started it first,
whatsoever.
i dont wna care about you anymore,
so called, supergirl
_l_ !

F*cking friendship,

friendship is just bullshit,

bitches.

th friendship that exist for 3years.

and i always thought we're th bestbestfriends.

and i always thought no matter what,

we're still friends.

We gone through alot alot of obstacles,

though quarelling is more than enjoying,

but that doesnt affects me.

I always salvaged th friendship between you&me.

I always salvaged th friendship between she&you.

I always salvaged th friendship between everyone.

But who knows?

all th good words, always come out from my mouth.

though thr's still have some bad words,

but endup its still solved.

But today .

i finally know ,

i'm this kind of person .

And now, you ownself thinks bitch suits you.

And you always think, i dislike you.

Yessss!!

tayminxian dislike chuazhiqing,

but so ?

We're still friends, i always thought.

th heaven always fool me,

you're just like my one of th everyday's obstacles.

First, you lied to me.

Second, you're always so sensitive.

Third, you always forbid me to go out wf kokkaryin.

WHY?!

i said before, we're friends.

FRIENDS, you know?!

and just few mins before, you speaks like i'm so bitch,

you sound like i let you down.

you sound like you're victim.

please lor.

I really disappointed,

disappointed in you.

Disappointed.

Nevermind,

tayminxian is just a fucking bad girl,

not a good accompany,

dont be her friend, just lk a bitch,

_l_ !

i'm always like this,

all along, all along ..