deserve?

Have you ever try to ask for us before?
Maybe we're not as good as the rest,
and you dont want us to throw your face.
Main12 won dunearn 51-24, if i'm not wrong.
but they're still eliminated.
as we are always so unlucky every year.
And too bad to the non-main12,
no chance to play nationals.
School was alright. Everything is fine.
gna have chi test tmr, lazy to learn.
I wonder friends are for... ???
they didn't even inform me there's chinese test today.
Then maths homework again,
but finished up during lessons.
for these 4years, you never care so much.







I don't know how much I stand in your heart.
i wonder if you're willing to give up everything,
and leave this place with me.

hot&cold/attitude.

I dont like the hot&cold way.
Getting very early to school again,
rched school @ 6.25am.
Start wf the lessons wf mdm aisah,
ask me to wipe the whiteboard,
ytd asked me to sweep the floor.
Then english was funny again, but not as ytd.
*something happened.
Why things just can't stop happening?
and why conflicts just can't be solve?
I want lot lot of maths homework leh,
why mr.aziz not like those previous year tcher,
kept on give homework?
After years, ms zhu chased us out of the classroom.
Rofl. I think we're too much lah.
but sometimes shes too unreasonable!
bought lunch from jp, takeaway back to schl.
Self-study while upper sec is having focus test.
i wonder why technical dont have focus test?
zzzz !
training @ nie.
start to drizzling around 5pm.
stop and start, start and stop.
ended at 7pm. debreif & homed.
:]
people tends to do something, to irratate another.






this ain't the team i want, said minxian.

The way to love anything,
is to realize that it might be lost.


its started wf a smile,
then a kiss, but endup wf tearsdrop.
Fellow friends.
listening compre just now,
fuck, and i fell asleep.
)):
early th morning, got problems wf shiyu.
doesnt wna go into details.
And then, heard he friday coming back.
tday cgirls having match at clementi, against anglican high.
I know they will make it.
couldn't make it, cause i've listening compre as i said before.
Bye! :D

The romance may grow into love,
but it's not now yet.

since you already set a conclusion,
then what's th point of saying so much now?


Yaaaay!
i'm back from 4D3N basketball camp.
Training at jurong west complex, and ntu
Watch match at yuhua cc & at sbc :}
we won admiralty csc, as they given up alr.
Haha! so we qualify for th next round.
tmr match against ahmad ibrahim at sbc again :D
We gna get top4 okay!
Camping is suckkkks lor, so boring :P

Dharling,
i dont know what's wrong wf you?
is it becos i didnt put your picture on my last link?
I just got no time, cause th day i've camping alr.
and that danny .
is not th spammer in your tagboard .
and who is the " he " ?
what i agree whatever he said?
I dont understand why .
hais :(
am i so lousy in friendship?
i felt so fucked up.

& happypill.
i miss you alot alot !
i love you lor :x
haha .
okay, chat wf me at msn horrr

i dont know what actually happened.
why everything beside me seems so wrong ?
Its lk i'm dont belong to your all world.
i felt so left out .
i felt so alone .
So not socialise, so emo .
I dont wish to, but things beisde me forced me .
Why? whyy?

i really got fucked up.


haisD:
childish kids really pissed off,
since when i act big?
O_O
forget about the infront part!
I went out just now x33.
got back home at 5pm, :D
wanted to go and find twins. but im lazy
so yeah.
i get my blog back to privacy
i think,
i really just need a little bit more private.
you make me felt so fucked up!
You love him, isnt?
3rd time made me saying you, wtf.
wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf.wtf!!!
friendship.you.sucks
D:
our friendship is so fragile.

you're like my most trustable person,
yet .. hais D:


was back from home at 5pm.
went to meet twins & doro first,
then bballing at duck's house there?
til 11pm plus and to libarary for lunch bah.
619 bballing & 'heart to heart' ;
hais D:
Self study at twin's house.
then homed
going prayers soon :}

youre my bestfriend,
yet you say like this to me.
you might not think that im actually angry wf you,
because i didnt expressed out.
I dont know..
it is you like him too? or just because you jealoused im close wf him?
Like wtf.
you told me not to purposely talk to him,
like what loh? i didnt even, okay!
And i didnt even online at msn for a purpose.
I love him, doesnt means must be couple right?
this is th 2nd time, im saying wtf to you.
You forced me okay !
fuck this world.
no friendship, no relationship, no sinship!
che*bye.
_l_
i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.
i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.
i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.i love him.
xoxo. <33>
i love you alot alot alot!
iewuztmilydna.


its your 1st month,
and my feelings is so moody now.
HaisD:
why cant we also be 1st month?

say happy birthday ,
will you ?


Yea!
singling and germaine is back from FAS camp.
laughhhh :x
why am i so happy about -_- ?
alright.
About my homework, as you think ..
i havent finished it yet !
And i gotta passed up by next week D;
pity student, have to study all th way til next year .
Sian !
Today is LEEQIUHUI 's birthday ,
and yah .
i dont know if i'm the first one who msged her happy birthday?
Hais ;[
if ____ would say happy birthday to me at 12am ,
i would be contented enough already ;D
But i know this wont come true ,
_____ rather say to others also wont stay up til night just for this .
I'm also nothing special to ____ :x
tomorrow there is training .
i hope tmr no heavy rains , bcos i rather trained in th hot sun .
than psysical training , yeaa?
Then, friday going to s'pore tourist centre & changi airport ..
i hope is a good day for me , pleassssee !
I dont want to have any quarrel or whatever it is lahhhh :O
And to someone ,
if you're ______ , admit it .
That doesnt matter , we'll still be friends (:
IF you continue ____
i think its damn childish and no brain , can?
ppl who read this, dont anyhow think that i'm saying you okay?
Unless you admit you did something bad lah -.-


I've tried to save this friendship .
I really tried my very very very best .
If you dont believe, you can ask ____ (:
I always looked at your good points ,
but you chose to make me look at your bad points before good points.
i dont know why .
i dont wish to know the truth ,
i dare not to know ,
bcos i know theres posibilities that it might be you .
Reality really hurts alot !
Admit it if you're ____
stop hiding anymore, i know you're good okay?
Hais D;
you wont changed , i know ...