Saturday, November 17, 2012

What is all these about?

So now you think you shouldn't be bothered w me anymore?
You rather contact your fucking bothersome n annoying friend than me?
Ignored me when I texted you. Ignored me when you can tweet w your friends.
Bought new phone n I wasn't even informed. Lost contact, didn't even bother asking my number.
You rather hang out w the malays than putting more efforts on me?
You rather... You rather.. you srsly doing to these extends?
I'm really speechless. Disappointed. Upset. Mixed feelings.
People says it's a small problem. I doubt so. You meant a lot to me. That I don't wanna die before you.
Cuz I don't want to see you crying for me. Don't want you to be alone w/o me.
But what about you? Really disappointing.
What's smile when my happiness was you? How to cheer up? How to be positive?
When you're my happy pill...
I'm like a patient, diagnosed w uncured illness... given w drugs.