Saturday, January 5, 2013

Worst ever.

Haven't figure it out how does a girl knows when a guy is interested in you...
I know this sounds stupid... but still, I haven't figure it out yet.

Realized...
When a guy treat you well, he isn't interested in you thou.
When a guy smile at you, no, he's not interested.
When a guy make eye contact w you, yet still, he isn't.
When a guy put his hand over your shoulder, you're just like a "brother" relationship w him.
When a guy hug you, maybe he's just lack of love. Lol.
So how do girl knows he's interested in you?
Weird. I could never understand this.

n now even my friendship has got a big problem.
Damn her, like really, damn her.
I know I should say, it's a big big problem, we're still not okay yet.
The gap between us, the big hole is still there...
It's like, I had drawn a line between us. A strong thick line.
Everything she said has became bullshit to me. Excuses n all..
I tried. I tried to convince myself to trust her again. to give her my heart again.
But hell no, it's just different right now.
It's like you know it's gonna happen again. So why would I keep on going to that trap?
Oh crap.