Tuesday, November 6, 2012

Why?


Two weeks. It has been two weeks since we talked. 
Yes, we haven't been talking after that day when I got so "monday blues". 
I don't know what's bothering you. But for me, I'm really mad at what had happened that day. 
Well, as you know, I won't get mad for long. I was trying to peace the situation. 
I wanna get it over n yeah, no more next time. 
Everything that you did that day, I doesn't feel great at all. Nope, not at all.
n afterwards, you didn't even bother to say sorry. You think it was alright, it was totally fine. 
Yes, I know, I'm always fine when it comes to you. 
I shouldn't give in to you in the first place, that makes you think this is okay. 
Even thou I always tell myself, it's okay not to be okay. 
But no, that was the biggest no. 
n I don't wish you to give the same attitude to the others like how you gave me. 
I'm sorry for not being the person you can talk to. 
Yep, I felt useless, I felt helpless, too.
I thought by saying, "I'll always be there" would helps. 
But you never approach me for once. 
How I wish I could do something for you. 
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